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I miss you

I miss you so badly that I feel your presence every second of my breath.

Since when did I started to feel this way?

I have no idea it makes me wondering.

I have not a clue it left me questioning.

I see you when I close my eyes.

I feel you even when you are somewhere else.

I hear you even when you are not talking.

When did you become so special?

When did your voice becomes a cure?

When did you lived in my heart?

Will you ever stay?

I need you.

Kisah Harry Potter

Images from Google

Seorang sahabat ajak menonton filem 'Harry Potter' bersama-sama. Ya. Harry Potter.

Lalu hamba menjawab "Hamba tak pernah tengok filem tu. Dari filem pertama sampai yang paling terbaru. Keenam atau ketujuh? Tapi boleh saja hamba temankan kamu".

Filem ini fenenoma di seluruh dunia. Tapi hamba sendiri tak tahu kenapa hamba tidak menonton filem ini. Jadi, kurang pasti storyline mengenai apa. Yang hamba tahu, filemnya mengenai seorang budak yang mempunyai kuasa ajaib. Kuasa apa? Hamba pun kurang pasti.

Mungkin hamba kurang berminat dengan filem berunsurkan fantasi. Lebih minat kepada filem-filem art seperti tema kemanusian. Lebih menyentuh emosi. Juga suka filem hantu atau thriller yang tidak melampau. Hehehehehehe.

Media, Hidden Agenda and Politics in Malaysia

Malaysia

Media in Malaysia.
Be it government-funded or private, it seems like they are only telling good stories about the government and nuthing else. If you are studying Mass Communication, there is something being called media ethics. In simple words, one of the ethics is always tell the truth! Why make up stories to cover up all the politician's wrongdoings? I don't intend to be locked up in the ISA but lately, I hate watching primetime news on Malaysian TV's. Don't you think most of the stories are bullshit? Come on media people! You are carrying out a huge responsibility in telling people what they need to know, NOT what the government wants them to know. The way I see it, media and government in Malaysia is like boyfriend and girlfriend. They support each other.

Malaysia and Democracy?

Democracy only on papers, that is what I think. If Malaysia is truly applying democracy as it claimed, there won't be people locked up in the ISA for expressing opinions that might somewhat jeopardize the gov's image. I don't study politics, so I don't freakin know how it works. Maybe it takes some dirtiness to stay longer in the politics world.

I love Malaysia.

Tanah tumpahnya darahku.

Beautiful beaches in Malaysia

Redang, in east cost of Malaysia

Those who stumble upon this blog and might be wondering where in the world is my beloved homeland, Malaysia, please do click here. I am very fond of beaches, the beautiful blue color of the water, the windy breeze and not to forget, the feel. Ironically, I've never been to any of the top beaches in my own country, except for Pangkor Island. What a waste!

According to this webbie, here are some of the best beaches in Malaysia. You people who want to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city, start packing and head here!

1. Redang. (Truly paradise. I must go here!)
2. Perhentian Island.

3. Tioman Island.
4. Langkawi.

5. Pangkor Island. (The only island that I've been to)
6. Borneo. (The beaches are to-die-for)

New stuff

I just installed Feedjit on my blog.
What do you think?
Haha.

Good day, everyone :)

Alone

so beautiful

I want to travel alone.
Would it be safe?
Want to see people.
Lots of people.
Want to walk.
And keep walking.

Just me and myself.
Alone.

Hectic life as an intern

I miss blogging.
Been busy working.
What did i do since i started my internship?
Well, learned and still learning lots of things.
Getting used to hectic life.
I have been attached to 2 programs for Hari Raya.

1. Trek Selebriti Raya - Kecohnya Bersama Aril

Shooting takes place in Jasin, Melaka.
3 days.
Basically, i do the time code.
Jotting down the time code for each shot.
So, gotta stand right next to the cameraman during the shooting.
And i also take care of the wardrobe.
This one, quite a simple task.
Scene mengejar ayam was really fun.
To be aired on 3rd day of raya, time tbc.

2. Odisi Raya MJ Lagi? (2 hours telemovie for Raya)

Shooting takes place in Puncak Jalil area.
9 days (up to 15 hours a day)
I do PA and conti.
I swear, doing tele was the hardest of all.
Your body gets really tired.
You work 17 hours a day just to finish 11 scenes.
And when you get a really fussy/perfectionist director, it drags everything.
But i have lots of fun seeing Zizan Raja Lawak.
He was a real funny guy.
To be aired on 1st day of Raya, Astro Ria, at 10 a.m.

Toleransi

toleransi.
kenapa susah sangat untuk bertoleransi?
perlu ke untuk menang setiap masa?
letih la bila setiap kali dalam keadaan macam ni.
pasti aku yang selalu mengalah.
kenapa yang lain terlalu ego?
hanya fikir senang sendiri.
penat sendiri.
malas sendiri.
perasaan sendiri.
fikir la perasaan orang lain juga.
jangan la terlalu ego dan pentingkan diri.
kadang-kadang kerana ego, jadi bergaduh.
bila macam ni, aku rela mengalah.
perasaan aku kan tak penting.
tapi jujurnya, aku rasa letih.
kerana terlalu kerap mengalah.
tolong la faham perasaan ini.
aku juga manusia biasa.
punya rasa penat.
punya perasaan.
cuma aku tak punya ego yang tinggi.
jika ego aku tinggi, mungkin tak perlu kerap mengalah?
ntah la.
tolong la belajar untuk bertoleransi sikit.

Vacation, classmates, beaches, nature. All in one.

Something to be remembered

Friends are to be cherished and appreciated

So yeah I went to PD and Malacca with crazy-fun-awesome classmates of mine. The main purpose of the trip is to have loads and loads of fun, before the term ends and everyone soon parts their own way. We all have come to the end of our Bachelor Degree study, and so I guess it's farewell time.

We went to beaches, sleep together, have meals together, went for some extreme games by the beaches and further to the sea. Boy it was lots of fun. And I couldn't forget the late-night chat session by the beach, where we formed a circle and started to talks about things, life, each other's dreams. So on and on. I can't hold the emotions any longer that I started to burst into tears, and later everyone did. Friendship. It's beautiful isn't it?

There's so many different people I met along the journey called life.And there will definitely be more in the future. People that i called friends. They come and go but memories with them will forever stay in my mind.

Sick of you, thesis

I'm sick of doing academic writing. It's been dead since the past few weeks. No progression has been made. I'm just sick of it. I don't feel inspired by it.

Get lost.

And i'm sick of other assignments too. Especially writing a report. I hate thinking of structuring sentences. Because it makes me wanna puke. Forever searching for vocab that fits. Oh so mental block.

And I'm friggin sick of evil people. There's so many evilness in this planet. Can't you just be nice? Can't you learn to accept people for who they are and not making friggin fun of them?

What is wrong with being nice?